im dead..!!

here my voices...

wow..!!! 
scary title der rite..?!!

hahahaah

nop..

nw i think i already dserve bout
wht i should dserve..
im being to obsessed 2wards her..

ak sick dh dgn bnde2 cm ni..

ak nk smthing new n dffrent n maybe special n sty longer n serious..

pliizzz..
yeah maybe im too choosy..
but..
its 4 my self
i did it 4 my self
i wnt d bez 4 my self n my fmily..

if diz will hppen again like b4..
huh..
i think..
dats d clue i should stop n end my bullshit feelings towards girls..
i dnt knw what im spposed to do bsides pray to Allah n asking 4 d bez in my life...

i lost my frens....CRET..[my bez fren]
nw..i cn feels anther influence people in my life also will stay away from me..
IT IS jabir n zack

GUYS I LOVE YOU..!!..
i cme to ur life not bcoz im gay n stuff..[I AM STRAIGHT {INDEED}]
i juz wanna find d bez person in my life..
n perhps ur life too..

im sorry if im react too annying twrds u guys..
but smtimes..
fuhh..
it force me to be like dat..

i dnt knw hw to EXPRESS further,...

                   I REALLY HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE.....!!!!!!!!!